Tag Archives: beauty

What We See Is About Us

Focusing on my responses to others rather than their behavior has shifted a lot for me. It’s allowed me to be around people that I’d not have been comfortable with prior. I’d likely have had a panic attack in the … Continue reading

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Gratitude Wins

I’ve had a rough week. That might even be an understatement. Which means it’s the perfect time for a post on appreciation and gratitude. I have so many remarkable and brave people in my life that it’s helpful for me … Continue reading

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Desperation and Gentle Things

Today is just one of those days… The kind where I’m feeling meh and pulling myself from that just isn’t happening. I’m certainly trying, I’m being super productive, I’ve reached out to people, and even tried finding my calm place, but it’s not … Continue reading

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A Bit On Polyamory

A song came on the radio just now that really pissed me off. I’ve always hated the song, though it doesn’t sound bad. It’s the lyrics that irritate the fuck out of me. The song is called Lips of an … Continue reading

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Divine Feminine

Today I did something that surprised me, I changed my honorific. In any other circumstance, this wouldn’t be a huge deal. But the honorific I changed, was the one I signed off an email to my Dom with. He’s changed my honorific … Continue reading

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Choosing Compassion

I’m changing this post because while the article I read today inspired this, it appears that a lot of information about the recent suicide of a trans woman was not accurate. Although she was harassed online, that doesn’t appear to be … Continue reading

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Followup to Modeling Gig

When I arrived for my modeling gig at Catalyst, my stomach twisted into knots. I was certain that the moment I removed my robe and revealed my naked body, that at least someone from the audience would gasp and announce, … Continue reading

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