Tag Archives: consiousness

More on Birthdays

Some days suck. While today is not one of those days, it feels like it could turn that direction quickly. Mostly I feel good, and that’s because I work on my issues. I face pain and trauma head on and … Continue reading

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Birthday Girl

Today is my birthday. Normally, I don’t say much about it. I don’t remind people. Most of my life I’ve hated my birthday. Something bad always happens around it. Sometimes it’s small things, like family and friends being assholes. Other times … Continue reading

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Gratitude Wins

I’ve had a rough week. That might even be an understatement. Which means it’s the perfect time for a post on appreciation and gratitude. I have so many remarkable and brave people in my life that it’s helpful for me … Continue reading

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To Thine Own Self Be True – Shame, Misogyny, and Rape Culture

Shakespeare gave us, “To thine own self be true.” He gave us a great many things, but today this quote means more to me. While it can apply to many areas of life or mean different things to different people, … Continue reading

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Trust and Betrayal

As I sit here thinking about what I want to write tonight, my mind is jumping all over the place. Part of me wants to talk about how I’ve really enjoyed writing this last batch of fetish articles I’ve submitted, … Continue reading

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My Apologies… Not

I was going through old writings and emails I sent to D, and realized that I apologize constantly. I knew I used to, people always told me. But I’m really seeing it now. Kinda hard not to when I have … Continue reading

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Rewriting My Internal Narrative

A few days ago I posted that I had some heartache over the weekend, though it turned out well in the end. What I didn’t get into was how D’s response to me when I told him how I was feeling, … Continue reading

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