Tag Archives: depression

The big 40

Yesterday I had my 40th birthday. Good people came to see me, cooked me food, drank wine, and it was a glorious day. But I’ve also been depressed. I realized yesterday morning that part of the disconnect I’ve been feeling … Continue reading

Posted in My Journey, PTSD | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

F@#k More

These past few weeks have been hell. The one time when I can be sure my depression will come back is when I’m sick. And it did, as I knew it would. But this last bit of ick has also … Continue reading

Posted in Lifestyle, My Journey, PTSD | Tagged , , , , , , ,

One More Light

I need to feel a lot of emotion tonight apparently. Emo days have been happening a lot lately for the reason I brought up in my last post… it’s the worst time of year for me. Tonight, as I’m thinking … Continue reading

Posted in My Journey, PTSD | Tagged , , , , ,

Emotional Growth Is Tough

When we learn in school, there’s repetition to help us maintain knowledge. When we exercise and lift weights, there’s repetition in order to help our muscles get stronger. But during these moments of stretching, we rarely discuss why the rest … Continue reading

Posted in My Journey, PTSD | Tagged , , , , ,

Depression – The Sound of Silence

Not that long ago this song came across my Facebook feed. While I know the song well and have always loved it, the version above was different enough in tone that it reached inside me and touched something that I … Continue reading

Posted in My Journey, PTSD | Tagged , , , , , , , ,